Feelings; don't rain on my parade.

A few more days to Aidilfitri. What a bore that I'm not back at kampung celebrating, not that its bad here but you know what I'm getting at, raya should be di kampung. Anyway no point to rant about this, might as well make the best of every chances and every breath.

I've been giving a lot of thoughts about my work, I have this feeling that my life is so full of work and nothing else. I'm starting to consider something else, like maybe a new environment. Its hard to look for something as strong as 6 yrs bond but I'm just tired and bored. I know the saying goes that its the same everywhere. You start and things become a routine in your life. Thats this whole point, I'm just sick of routines. Saya mau sesuatu yang berbeza. Siapalah saya hendak meminta yang hebat-hebat but then again, its not wrong to want what we desire. So I don't know, hopefully with these few ramadhan night left, I'll get a clue on the future ongoings. I hope for the bigger better.

The past came to say hi to me Via fb. Hi, masih ingat ka...bla bla..same school..bla bla..was 10 yrs ago. Ini aku sudah agak lah, with fb semua boleh sampai. And then came another knocking, hi, nice to meet you bla bla why don't you add me bla bla don't be so cool. AND THAT I wanted to comment.

I'm not this cool/cold person that you justify me. I just can't afford trouble and problems and dramas and bs. I don't have the time to get involved or money to pay. Even when I'm on the sideline pun dah kecoh cerita bukan2...apa lagi IF I get involved. Might as well take care of myself, eat good foods and online sepuas-puasnya hahahahaha And getting involved is NOT the only way to be happy in this life. Sesungguhnya, tiada ditulis sebegitu di dalam Holy book kita. Saya tidak rasa mahu marah2 dalam post kali ini, tapi perkara ini ada Part II yo kekeke.

Sometimes sulky people should have a good bang on the head so that they know how other people is affected by this baby-ish crap of them. Saya sudah kurang marah kan hehehehe saya sudah besar ma..apa mau marah marah. Life is so short after all. Because life is short, maka harus lah have the BEST in this life. Don't sulk and don't do crazy things.

I am a big 2.5 next month. (Feeling ayu)
Wishing you Selamat early Raya. I want no body no body butch u ^_^