Wah really long time since posting every news every week. Wonder why is that? Perhaps masalah sudah berkurang or life has become the same routine with no new things to do?
I've been down with work lately. Not satisfied with so much workload. (Ya, saya pun tahu complaint yaa..). The boss made some adjustment after that, release me from attending manusia2 yang walk in dan hanya perlu menghabiskan agreements. Nothing beats the relieve of having to do only 1 task. Karang orang baca orang kata aku ni tak multitask pulak kan..come to my work ok, we multitask together and see how it goes. So far I'm getting my "good" mood back, since its almost year end and with all the majority purchases done for Raya. Boleh tarik nafas hebat hebat. Used to think that school was like the hardest sh1t in life. Bored to hell subjects, lepas tu crazy friends, lepas tu what the hell teachers, headache crushes; never knew cari duit lagi susah dari tu. Hahaha I wonder what harder things coming our way ya? Cinta terhalang? Nightmare in-law? Jaga baby? Kid you not.
I wonder how it goes if I study after school? Wah mesti hard to the core (for me) coz ehem, yours truly ini adalah seorang yang kuat tidur and no revision kind ok HEHEHEHE what about if I trained myself to try as a stewardess after school? No no sure bapak aku bunuh aku, he's got issues ok with me working up there HAHA, but surely I will not step in Malaysia so frequently, sure aku mengada wanna see negara orang all the time, sure aku tukar-tukar BF. Although I believe kita boleh ubah sesetengah takdir but I also believe every thing happens for a reason. Kalau tak kerja, sure I would never pick up my self and become this kind of Rena. Lets say that Rena yang last time tidak best macam yang sekarang ok :) (Long work story)
I'm one of the last to leave office every nite. UP to this point, I still cannot get WHAT is the need to so rush back? Even back then kan, looking at friends yang macam tak senang duduk wanna go home, I'd be like what is the deal tell me already. Ya, I clearly understand people has got big commitment waiting at home BUT is there a lion at home? Do you really have to go like mad? Ingat lar Tuhan sedikit, I'm sure ada better solution dari rush2 macam tu. (Rumah saya pun best okay, ini bukan masalah rumah best ka tidak, ini masalah mengapa orang bagai lari dari hantu meninggalkan office w.t.f)
After being clearly single ni, I got my normal self back, which is Rena who has so much time to read, so I bought an interesting book just now to begin my appetite. I'm looking for that eat pray & love hahahaha I know its years ago, never really needed motivation back then ;) Need it now for my quarter century. I can't believe I'm already reading motivation nowdays (esp about guys) bahahahaha...so crazy middle finger sometimes but so full of real facts also.
Am not looking forward to my 25th this month. Adoi mak, aku sudah sangat besar ni how la.. I know it wil be this pening (sudah blog 2 years ago ma..25 is such a biggie). My collegue at work is also celebrating his 26th on the same date..coolio huh..I wonder wether they'll invite me for the upacara minum2 hahahahaha damn them, see how first..If I feel flying, I'd probably invite myself (strictly coke ya). Yammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Bestie is on Hajj. She'll be back in December and I will be lonely :(
Mesti aku banyak blog ni HAHAHA.
I'd be waking up late. Cuti ma tomorrow hehehe Nite.
P/s : I think I'm IN a big "stalking" love. Let you know.
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