Happy, sad and life goes on. (2011)

Antara perkara2 penting yang berlaku in my life for 2011 adalah (yg aku ingat la, I don't remember in detail yaw, I'm just too dreamy for that ;) )

1. Begins with being very busy at work, 5days tak cukup, always need to come back on Sats.
Rumours has it that I'll get a promotion. So I waited and waited for THAT to come.

2. Work, work and work..my life since after school is a lot about work and less about everything else; family, friends, boyfriends :p, self indulgent and even less about me ;) I took it as my biggest shade to keep myself busy from entertaining "other" things in my life.

3. Got a lot extra in my salary. Company rewarded me for being the good one :)
Also officially got promoted, tho the pay did not go as high as people think but was really happy because I'm one of the juniors and I skipped a lot seniors HAHA, also helped that boss really liked my effort and work.

4. Work went crazy and I started getting very very stressed. I think it was 2,3 months of darkness, emptiness and I lost a lot of faith in everything :( Family was there, bestie was there, friends were there, ex was there (scandal was there too) and I went on wondering was He there too? Betul2 aku tenat ketika itu yo. Ramadhan and Aidilfitri almost killed me.

5. Got A LOT of help from mates and started to see things differently. A lot of prayers, a lot of
tears and I wake up everyday feeling numb.

Oh sebelum tu aku juga mau highlight somebody's GF msg me in facebook and marah gila wooo aku kacau BF dia (tiada biji). But girl, aku sudah tanya dia ok, dia cakap TIADA GF sudah break up, so aku ON la..manatau dia tiada biji, ish rugi aku, sudahlah time tu aku depress pasal kerja, kena tuduh gatal pulak? Apa dosakuuuuu kekekeke

6. I don't know what else happened but I'M HAPPIER now syukran. I still receive the most calls in the office and it still makes me happy, work is also not a problem, nak I datang Sunday pun boleh. But during the adjusting period I forgot to clear my annual leaves bodoh, ada 13 days aiyoh BURN baby BURN.

7. Also finally understood that I have gastric (yes after all the pains every year), starts to appreciate my medicine, minumlah ubat untuk kelegaan. Punya sakit tu if u get what I mean!

8. Very glad that I made it to December and a new year! As the saying goes, ada hikmah di sebalik semua, I believe that now. It doesnt matter what is coming my way 2012 because if its not okay then its NOT the end. Stand up, wake up and brace yourself, it will rain, it will be okay.

9. Its over between me and -, it calls for me to move on and open up for the real one. If God wills it, insyaAllah.

10. Thank you for the sweet and sour bits in 2011. Thank you for the little and big changes. Most importantly thank you for new friends (and old friends of course ;) ) I wouldnt want things to happen in other way. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm super glad for whatever He plans.

2012? Bring it on. Ngaummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!